I'm in love with my friends girlfriend and I hate myself for it. When I first met her they weren't going out, she was sweet, chatty, bubbly, etc.
and I could see myself liking her but I didn't fully commit to it, she was a friend I was somewhat attracted to but I could ignore that for the most part. 4/5 years later, her and my friend have been going out for a few years, 2 at least.
Me and her are friends, we see each other occasionally, and everytime I do I realise that I just want to hug her so badly and be with her.. but I don't want to do that to my friend, or her. They're happy together, and realistically she's happier with him than she would be with me.
I just feel like a dick for even feeling that way about her. She's also really hot, so maybe I'm just horny, idk. She's my exact type in terms of personality and looks. I dated someone really similar to her but she left after 2 months.. I'm just tired of feeling alone, of being alone..
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